NADIAH :)

Wednesday, September 29, 2010 Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Go watch this movie please . To the non-malay , no worries , there's an English Subtitle. I just find this show damn awesome that I hafta share it with others:) It's not the usual malay love story that you've watch before. And Kasyah(Farid Kamil) , tell me he's ultra sweeeet please .
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Being silent doesn't mean I have nothing to say ...
Sometimes I just don't know wether you are really interested to what I am saying . You appeared oh-so concerned but in actual fact you're just looking forward to share what you have to say. You don't care what you are saying doesn't really interest me but .. whatever.
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I made a wish at 1.11pm yesterday and it did came true . You might call it " coincidence " but I really doubt so . It made me smile from ear to ear mann! After .. let's say .. nearly a month? :) If only I have the courage :)
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But it was not for long , a NB indian lady just have to spoil my mood . I really don't get it with some of the guests , you've paid for almost 70 bucks to enter the park , why not try all the rides? I guess there's lesser than 10 rides to play . Just effing try all of them and don't effing complain that there's lack of attraction when you skipped some of it . You're not just disrecpecting me , you're disrecpecting my other guests as well . You're just one fucking rude lady .
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I want a bestfriend who is a guy . Making me miss the moments I had with my childhood besty , Jacob . How close we are till we are mistaken for being a couple .
How I tried to find him all around the neighbourhood just to cycle together .
How I peep into his house to see wether he's in .
How we just be ourselves and enjoy each other company .
Sometimes I just wish I am still a kid. Don't have to worry about a single shit .
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I want to go for a simple short getaway . Indonesia or Malaysia perhaps . I don't need some fancy hotel . I wana stay in a kampong-like house facing the sea . I just need to rest this mind and find some peace . I am tired .. Mentally .

Behind this smile , there's pain .

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I have decided . If my appeal isn't approve , then let it be . I'll then try to stick onto NYP and join interior or get into RP's sports courses.