Work was hardcore to the max . A 30 mins bump had turn into a 2hrs 30mins . Too much of a difference .

Plus after 10-7 headed down to entrance for Goodbye Wave . Already so effing tired . But sometimes during goodbye wave , the smiles , laughter , high-fives from them really do make your day :))

And omg . Lazzy is being terminated yesterday . I can see that he was very sad to leave LCA :( when I saw him writting things on the board , i felt like giving him a hug. Just because of one stupid mistake. Lazzy lazzy:)) we shall play soccer soon kay .

I was really sad , jealous , dissapointed when I saw him with another girl . Some tried hard to convince me that they are just friends . But its kinda obvious they are not just friends ? More than that . So much for getting excited seeing him , rushing over to see his face . Oh boy, i shall let you go .

Sometimes all people can see is the smile on your and not the pain in your eyes . I have yet to find someone who could do the otherwise . I have to pretend so much and I am tired of doing it . Im not born to please anyone . I shall do what I fucking want to because it's my life bitches .

11 more days to my favourite number :))