I dreamnt of mom today , and cried like really, actually, cried in my dream. I really miss her presence in my life . I just miss every single tiny bit of her . I miss her smile , her laughter , miss how she gets mad at me . I miss waking up seeing her next to me , haha , don't know how she managed to b right beside me w/o waking me up, so sneaky! Haha . Ouh my, Though its been months since she left, i am still not over it .
I am not looking forward to puasa nor hari raya , not even my birthday . celebrating when the person who brought you to this world left? Mom , I wish you were here , still :'( blogging about her does bring me to tears . I will visit you soon :)

Cherish the one you love when they are still around . Yes !! Fuvking cherish them!!