Eventhough i might sound wtf , i still love em yani aj shaf and sila. I still love them , i swear.

"as of day one, i Totally regret going for this trip. Total waste. Come on! Its a holiday! Why the fuck would you do something that you are able to do in singapore? Watching movies? Play arcade? Fuck!! Spent money on groceries? Serious fucking shit, its a fucking holiday.and watchingn tv in hotel room is sungguh tak perlu Total bullshit. I totally regret going for this trip. If im able to go home without screwing everything i would. As of day one, no more holidays with soccer peeps. Day one, spent in a shopping centre. How cool is my holiday? Ass!

Hoping things would be better tomorrow. I hope!!

They are worried on what to do today w that amount of money. There!! After spending on unecessary stuff den now wana wory.

Going karaoke ? U can effing do that in spore!!

I thought during this trip , i can take my mind off opy and etc. Now, due to all th cockups, i miss him dearly. I wany his hug and kiss badly.
I miss looking at him carrying helmets.
I miss molesting his body .
I miss criticising his bike .
I miss talking to him with my hands holding his cheeks.
I just miss soffian!!! :((

Day two.
We did some shopping , okay something better. But then , we went karaoke. Fugg it!!! Since yani is the one planning the whole thing , of course she can do wht she wants. Im okay with it. But do something that everyone would enjoy doing.

I seriously wants this whole thing to end early.

Opy said something to me today. Something he never said before. Ouh my , opy !!! I love you siak!!!! :)) i want go back asap just to meet can?!

Tomorow will be our final day!! Best !!!

And i shall repeat they are still my happy pills :))