Practice makes perfect but nobody is perfect , so why bother practicing then ?

Ayie is no longer the little boy I know . I can see the drastic change in him. It really made me feel helpless as there is nothing I can do. Sometime it made me think , what really went wrong .

There's no point being nice to him . Buying him the stuff he wants , treating him to places and etc . Maybe I am being too nice that he is brave enough threaten me . I cried not because I am afraid , I am just dissapointed , really dissapointed . I gave him a tight slap just now. And i really felt bad about it.

So , family really comes first . I would cancel Outings at a very last minute if the younger ones needs me, i would just turn everything down.Dad hasn't been paying attention to these kids lately. So who else can they rely on? The elder ones are busy leading their own life , with their love ones .

Seriously sometimes I feel that my life sucks real bad .

Fugg!! Okay enough of the emo post . :))

Random ::
I want that Casio green watch ! Any kind souls ? Haha . Or or . Trade with my adidas watch ? Kidding . I want both!!