Dear mum ,
I miss you again :( I am now lying down in your room. The room where u spent the final moments. Are you still here
watching over us? Mum , i just wana be with you again :'(

And Dear Soffian Ayiwansa
Things haven't been going our way lately. I am not asking much from you, all i want is for you to spare
at least five minutes for me each day. Is it too much ? I know your job is everything but are you that busy
to at least inform me what the hell is happening ? I am tired to keep missing you. It is tiring, i swear it is.
I know i told you that I am prepared to face all these. But i am beginning to lose all my strength. Its happening
too often . Too much for me to handle. I love you too much that I seem stupid.