I bet that some peepo doesnt really know the 'real' me. Hmmm. Maybe because im very shy lah hor?! hor? Dots. Shy lah sangat-sangat. For all i know , it takes me a lot of time to really open up to peepo. Hmm. Lemme see. Up till now , Im not really that close with my current classmate. But maybe . We don't have the same interest. I mean like soccer for example. So i don't really have things to talk about to them thats is the reason for the "gap". And I just need more _____ in my class. Like seriously. Sometimes I just get fucking bored in class. I don't know why. I just feel that there's many peepo that are just pretending to be someone that they are not. Or maybe i just feel that i cant click with them. I hope for the second semester , things would get better.

But , Im grateful that I have my NYP teammates in school. I rather go for training EVERYDAY instead of school. I don't mind spending my whole day with these players. Wait! I don't mind spending the entire life with them. Haa. Im just exaggerating . But anyways, sooner or later , you guys might able to know the "real" me like how Pat discovered. Its takes time peepo. But yet , i still love DD0901! No worries.

Im still thinking wether or not to withdraw from design and instead take up Sports and Wellness instead. Should I? Im wasting one year but i feel i might do better in sports instead. Hmmm.

Life has been pretty perfect having that someone in my life. Im so over with the loneliness in my life with his presence now. I think im enjoying life as much as the others do. And now , its not only all about soccer , studies , families. "Him" is part of it. I like it knowing that you will be there for me when Im down. Ouh yea. Rmember when i chipped off my teeth? It feels good after telling you about it. And the day that I enjoyed the most was when your bike broke down. Haa. Spent almost the entire day with you. Happy?Hell yea!!! Pretty mushy huh. I know you dont like it. But. Who cares?! Love you al-rashid's son. :)

Currently chatting with suziana on facebook. Don't know wether you still frequent my blog. But hey, its been darn long since i last met you. Haiyah.Miss all the gossiping lah beb. hmmm. please lah peepo , we should go out buke-ing together when puasa comes. Okay suzi?syqin?shikin?syasha? We are drifting apart which we already hope that it wont happen. But see now. Macam dah laen aje. boohoo.

In anyway, i think im gona do badly for semester one. Like seriously bad. But im prepared for the worst.

Apek oh apek. Take it easy barhx. Nice to hear from you.

till then