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Friday, May 22, 2009 Friday, May 22, 2009

"I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush"
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Do you know how happy I was each time i received you phone call?
Do you know that i stayed up till late night so as i could talk to you?
Do you know that I was happy to know that Im special to you?
Do you know that I have to make up lame excuses so as to meet you?
Do you know how happy I was to know that you are coming to watch my games?
Do you know that it feels good to be by your side?
Do you know how dissapointed i was each time you told me you are going away?
Do you?
Do you?.........
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Do you know that i treasure you?
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How can you just simply say that " You don't wana be with me"
That fucking statement was fucking ridiculous!! How can you just say that?
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Would I answer your call if i wasnt into you?
Would i meet you every weekends if i wasnt into you?
Would I brag about you to my sis if i wasnt into you?
Would i cry for you when you were away if i wasnt into you?
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Why cant you think of these?
You are being so naive. Sorry to say that.
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"You don't wana be with me"
I don't know how on earth you can thought of that.
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"It pisses me off too"
Why cant you just simply tell me that?
Why wait till now?
Why?
Why?
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Thanks for everythin anyway. Have fun i-hope-you-know-who-you-are.
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And lastly don't just assume things.
Or maybe it was just a way to avoid me.
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*edited*
You once told me that you understand how i feel. But why is it now you are acting as though you just knew me?
I really enjoy your presence. I swear I do. It really feels good.
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I was amazed that you tried to get back at me. Never it crosses my mind that you even thought of doing it to me.Im sorry if I did ever pisses you off. I really am. But.. Why must you do that? Why cant you just tell me straight to my fucking face?
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And you werent at allworried when I said that to you. Upon seeing your reply, i was speechless.
I have never express my self this way. never did i want this to happen. But hey. Life goes on.
It was a pleasure knowing you. Takkaire.
till then.
p.s thanks

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