Erm.. Is my blogsong kinda emo? Tell me tell me!! I have been told that I appear very emo-ish before. And its very very disgusting! Bugger!
So anyway changed blogskins. Duh! So obvious. Ouh fuck wait!! Adam lambert is fucking gay! Saw his gay pics. So damn gay!!!Though this song is by him.

You know. Everyone in my family seem very very worried since i have not been attending school regularly. My dad , mum , auntie. Maybe im like a great dissapointment to them since they placed high expectations on me.
Once my auntie said " Adik if can continue your study till uni. Be the first one in our family to achieve that"
hmmm. I want to make them proud but now. Everything seems wrong.
Im afraid that i will regret once i made the decisions. Gosh. Even the people i don't really seem to know encourages me. As for now. I will try to cope with everyting and see how it goes.

I miss secondary school!!! Boohoo!!

till then