I really want to know what lies ahead of me.

You and you have been putting high hopes on me. I really hope I can make you guys proud but I don't think i have what it takes. So please please. Don't place high hopes on me. Its pressurising.
I would love to reach the highest level in education but lets just see how evrything goes aites?

And please. Stop worrying on my participation in football.Its just temporary thing.Everyone knows well that you would not be able to go far in Singapore's football. What more in a female squad. Its impossible.So no worries ok. I have my ambition and its not to become a professional footballer. Duh~

Ok im done on talking about the future.

Abg has been treating me differently these dew days. Its saddening. Usually he would never fail to leave me messages but now Im the one who has been doing that. We are drifting apart! How how? And why? But its ok. haies.

Going for training tmr. I hope i could train. Atleast kick the ball around. And i hope i could be able to play for sat's game. 15 mins of the game will do.or even 10 mins of it.or maybe 5 mins? Lol.

Patient guy, where are you? I have been patient for so long now. So when?
Salary not in yet. Its so stressful! haha.Cant go out jln2. I wana got get more pants. Faster faster. Dont dissapoint me tmr ok. Make sure when i check ,you are there tmr. ok good.dots.

This thursday going chalet with the gods of 5N2. Its time for sayang sayang. I want to overnight for all the 3 days. But im having trg on friday and match on saturday! Not fair!! So will be overnighting for one night only. better then nothing huh.

ok done. tc ppl